PEILIN! I LOVE YOU SO I DO THIS FOR YOU FIRST LEH! HO HO HO!

Thanks to my failure to make prompt payment for this website, my blog has been deleted. Sobsobsobsobsobsobsobsobsob :( But then again, let’s look on the bright side. I get another chance to restart my year, and to restart my blog. Plus, it just so happens to coincide with the Chinese new year. Hehehe.
Well, since it’s nearing the end of the month, I guess it’s only right to slow down and reflect back on the past 29 days. 2009 hasn’t really started out well for me. I’ve done some stupid things that proved to be very costly and they’ve forced me to learn about responsibility the hard way. I’m also constantly reminded by the fact that I’ve got to work harder to generate more money if I want to lead the life I want next time.
Nonetheless, I’ve achieved many personal goals that I’ve set for myself for 2009. For one, I’m very glad that I finally set up reyreina.com, a dream that I had since 2007. I’ve also started a blog (reyreina.com/blog), baked cupcakes (twice already), bought a camera (Nikon D40X), and attempted to cook oyster omelette (sadly, failed). I’ve also done things that weren’t on my list that I’m proud of - taking part in the Bain and Company business case competition and getting into the top 16 teams.
Tomorrow, I’m turning 20 and I’m starting a new chapter in my life. I’ve often wondered whether turning 20 was really my achievement or my mom’s. Haha. I strongly believe that it is my mom’s achievement that she has successfully raised me till I join the 20s club, not really my achievement that I’m able to live 20 years. Lol. It just sounds retarded.
OKOK I should reflect more. This month, most importantly, I’m thankful for my family.
Fiona, for always being by my side despite my constant naggings and scoldings that don’t seem reasonable to you. Sometimes I do things that annoy you, and you try to fight back. But most of the time I do things because I care for you, and because I want to do all I can to protect you. I’m blessed to have you as a little sister, and I’m grateful for the strong bond we share, something that I believe can weather all storms.
Mom, for being such a strong woman, an awesome role model I look up to. I’ve done many mistakes and have upset you countless times, even putting others ahead of my own family. Thanks for your understanding and patience in guiding me.
Anyway, now’s a great time to set my personal goals for February. The hectic lifestyle I’ve had in January was tiring but nonetheless exciting. I found that I’ve not been able to rest enough, not able to focus enough on Ivan (thanks for being understanding <3), and not able to carry out the goals I had set for January. So for February, I hope to achieve:
- Spend more time with Ivan
- Run 4 times this month
- Brush up my photoshop skills
- Keep a food diary
- Learn more about investing
- Bake a strawberry cake
So in summary, here’s January 2009
(will do up something nice. stay tuned.)
Love, Samantha